Concerns

I'm starting to wonder if the medication I am taking for depression needs to be adjusted. I was under a great deal of stress in my last week of classes and after that it seems to be one thing after another and I have lost my sense of serenity. I am starting to get bitchy again and short tempered. The slighest things seem to be pissing me off lately and I am once again prone to panic and anxiety. I see my psychiatrist again on the 30th so I plan on bringing this up to her. I feel like I am on the edge of bad things again and have to keep reminding myself that there I am happy. Happy people do not tend to have to tells themselves they are happy. Good thing I see my lifeline on Tuesday. That is how I have come to think of my therapist, I can only hope she knows how much she has helped me. Do not get me wrong, there are times when her being logical and totally unemotional pisses me off and I hate her for some of her insights, mainly because she is right, but if I did not have those feelings then she would not be doing her job right.

I just think that with the kids going back to school and the stress of the end of last session in school, then my eye deciding it needed a vacation. Oh and my Gramps is not doing so well and my husband might has skin cancer, and have you seen the price of groceries???? It is all getting to be a little more than I can bear anymore.

I think I need to increase my Paxil....and I can't wait to talk to Dr. C and Maggie.

*** Disclaimer....

While the above present true facts and feelings, names have been changed to protect the innocent and sane ****

Clearly I am neither of the latter two adjectives :)